August 18th 2024 7:31pm Scarlett and Jenn are up again in the Northeast looking swankly colleges that have gymnastics teams. Jack had another grass Volleyball tournament. He took Niky and Abrams and it was another long hot, sometimes torpid day. But I got some practive setting up my tarp and learning to use a bowline and hitch knot to set up a sunblock in the early morning and later afternoon as the sun tried to find ways to bake us further Since August 6th. It was Mac’s 18th birthday. I still don’t know how I feel about that. It’s a lot to take in. In some ways, I am sad. I dont know why. Still need to think about it
August 7th: Took a long hike along the beach 2:46 hr/minutes 4.31 miles 20lb rucksack 38′20″/mi pace (it was on the beach, but still) Legs were completely blown out for a few days
August 11th Weight training Clearning the rucking has help something since it seemed the weights were easier to life despite some time off
August 14th 1:06 hr/minutes 2.03 miles 32′54″/mi pace 20lb rucksack
August 16th 1:15 hr/minues 2.12 miles 35′17″ 30lb Rucksack. Boy this felt really heavy Also wore my bearspray chest rig and of course the hiking poles Start a little late so of course a acquitance who was doing an early morening walk texted me to ask i was walking early that morning (in a riduculous get up)
August 17th: Volleybal tounament
August 18th: Althought I didnt feel like I got a bit done today Did some study questins and did ok on them then took a hike, should have left early but i think i found a good trail which I used to run on at the nearby park 1:23 minuts 2.26 minutes 37′07″ mi pace 30lbs again. didnt feel any easier today I think i want at least 40lb comfortabley and then keep going longer and focuse on continued weight loss. Right now its strength building which I lost since at least my dad died.
I think I’m starting to feel better about that.